I am an international student, coming to Ottawa for university. This is the first time being away from home that makes me feel anxious and isolated. I drank a lot trying to get rid of these bad feelings and numb myself at that time. The habit of excessive drinking alcohol make me feel sick. One day, I called to my best friends back in China. She encouraged me to find a hobby that allows me to feel passionate with, and encouraged me to be brave and never feel afraid to make mistakes. Then, I received some inspirations from her, and I started to do fitness, yoga and mediation to refresh my mind. I also make one of the most important decision to own a dog, and my dog allows me to experience unconditional love, develop healthy daily routine and enjoy companionship and belonging. Also, owing a pet allows me to have more friends, and I started to be willing to express myself and my feeling to others. Another thing is I also drinking, but not excessive anymore. I can make good cocktails for my friends, which can also be a part of my interest. I think Ottawa changes my identities, allowing me to be confident and brave to do new things and receive new perspectives. Life is full of possibility and all I need is to know where to look.